If you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be?

Itโs been this way through my entire life
Questions of whatโs next, forever filled with strife
Wondering when Iโll feel the warmth of light
Always Iโve been happy, being a child of night

I promise my blackened heart is not made of stone
Over and over, Iโve made my feelings known
Sometimes youโre better off being alone
When youโve got no home to call your own

Again and again, thereโs always an excuse
So with that said (unsaid), what am I supposed to deduce?
Perhaps I am the problem, Iโm destined to lose
Wondering whatโs hiding, maybe this is an elaborate ruse?
The pain of not knowing, or no answers at all
Like standing on cliffโs edge, hoping for a free-fall

Realizing you canโt pound your fists against brick walls
Being ignored or pushed aside makes you feel so small
Maybe one of these days in time, youโll rise up again
To conquer the sadness, to finally be rid of the pain

Sometimes you realize in life thereโs much more to gain
But like the ebb and flow of tides, moonโs cycles wane
Youโve waited, youโve wondered, and now you feel defeated
The message youโve received, is the one to be heeded

Because here on this plane, you canโt help but feel depleted
Dreams of another place, another time, another spaceโฆis whatโs needed.
ยฉ๏ธ Laura Bennett
All photos and writings are my own, not to be taken, used, abused, or with no excuse.
โจ I may or may not be away for some time. Thank you for your understanding. I think the full moon energy has caught up to me. Emotions can sometimes drift in and out like the wind, or wax and wane like cycles of the moon. ๐
Hope you have a great weekend ahead. ๐
โThree things cannot be long hidden: the sun, the moon, and the truth.โ – Gautama Buddha
Buddha also said, “In the end, only three things matter: how much you loved, how gently you lived, and how gracefully you let go of things not meant for you.โ
Rememberโฆno response is a response.

Truth: no response is still a response. Just the same as not making a choice is still a choice.
You’re always welcome in my circle. Stop on by when you feel up to it.
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Thank you much ๐ slowly getting there. Just been off-kilter lately with a few things in my life causing me a bit of disillusionment, one of them being a paycheck not coming through! So itโs been a bit of distorted thinking and feeling like thereโs no end in sight. Also some anxiety manifesting as physical pain. Getting thereโฆ ๐ appreciated
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I know how that goes. As they say: keep on keeping on. Sending you positive energy โก
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Thank you so much ๐
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That’s a beautiful response to the prompt, Laura. I loved it and the words resonated deeply. Words are not enough to describe how deeply I could relate to it.
Maybe one of these days in time, youโll rise up again
To conquer the sadness, to finally be rid of the pain
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Take your time, Laura. We all need time to refresh ourselves. I loved those quotes, especially the last one. I really needed to hear that today. Thank you
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These words were so kind and highly felt, Shweta ๐ much appreciated ๐ค Iโm sorry for anything youโve been going through as well. Just a bit of heightened energy on this side with some anxiety manifesting as physical pain too. โค๏ธ getting thereโฆthank you ๐
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You’re most welcome, dear Laura. I think I’m on the path to recovery too. Slowly but steadily. The very fact that I finally started writing again after 2 years is a sign, I guess. Thank you for your support on that front. Life tends to screw us over from time to time. Glad to know that you’re feeling better ๐
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Too real! Your words are too much the truth right now. Iโm glad you started writing again! Iโve enjoyed our connection and the conversation and what inspiring topics youโve come up with ๐ so that is important, yes. Even if we need time away – a foot forward in the right direction is still the way. ๐
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The feeling is mutual, my friend. That is so kind of you. I’m glad that I came across you and your blog too, Laura. โค๏ธ
Sometimes a break can work wonders indeed. Here’s to taking it one step at a time. ๐ค
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Wise words. One step at a time ๐ค โค๏ธ ๐
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Remember that youโre not alone๐
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Thank you Ted ๐ it means a lot. Sometimes we think we are and we truly arenโt ๐
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This was a very touching response to the prompt. Feel better soon, we’ll wait here for you ๐
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Thank you so much, Pooja ๐ ๐ that means a lot ๐ฅน Iโm doing better than I was. Just lots of anxiety and that ended up manifesting as physical pain ๐ getting there, slowly. Much appreciated ๐
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As someone with anxiety, I can relate and know how much it sucks but so glad you’re feeling better ๐ Sending good vibes your way ๐
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Thank you too much for your kindness ๐ ๐
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You’re very welcome โบ๏ธ
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Keep well Laura, I hope you’re about again soon. The energy is rather depleted right now…
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Thanks Simon ๐ it does seem a bit โdepletedโ lately, doesnโt it? Perhaps some negative energy lurking about. ๐ Iโm getting there though. Thank you ๐
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I’m glad you’re getting there… let’s keep the vibe up ๐
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Hurry back. You are needed here.
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Appreciated, John ๐ so much so ๐ Iโm getting there. Just probably need a few days to relax and allow that heightened energy to dissipate. Thank you again ๐
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Rest well.
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To be human means feeling pain. I do hope you find the strength to get better. We’ll be around here waiting when you’re ready.
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Thanks Chris ๐ you are so right, it is the human condition. I think I just needed a little time to allow the anxiety to dissipate. All will be well ๐ much appreciated, always
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a different plane of existence would probably be the best given that on this one, we all have to compromise in subtle ways and there never really is any true permanency. what looks like firmament ends up shifting like sand.
nevertheless, you have a great weekend Laura. and use the blessings of that full moon to its best impact! MIke
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Thanks Mike ๐ always appreciate those very kind and uplifting words ๐ thatโs so true too about what you said another plane of existence. I think we tend to overcomplicate things here at times. Full moon energy definitely highly felt! ๐ Hope you are enjoying your weekend
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Beautiful poem, Laura โค๏ธ
Give yourself time to reflect, to heal, and rest. Youโll be back soon enoughโฆstronger, and healthier; both physically and mentally! ๐ช๐๐
Email anytime ๐
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Thanks, Sara ๐ that means so much. I think I was just having some anxiety which manifested into actual physical pain. Youโre right that healing physically and mentally takes time too. โค๏ธ ๐ค and appreciated, you feel free to do the same anytime as well ๐ ๐
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Youโre most welcomeโฆ
Anytime Laura โค๏ธ
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There’s definitely some sort of deceptive, gloomy energy going on, trying to turn everybody against each other. Even I fell victim to it last week and I’m normally the “happy happy, joy joy” champion. Take a break if you need to, or not, you can bet I’ll still be blathering on here when you get back!
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You hit the nail on the head actually about โdeceptive, gloomy energyโ hanging around. Everything will be ok. ๐ appreciate your kind words too ๐
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โค Laura, this was so beautiful, the way you moved through time here. You are such a deep and sincere being. โค Am here, will be here. Hugs.
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๐ โค๏ธ thank you so much ๐ just was dealing with some excess heightened energy (not sure if moon, buildup of stuff over weeks, anxiety, a combo of that and work stuff) or what just colliding altogether at once. Feeling a bit better now, still moving through slowly. ๐ and thank you ๐ค hugs too โค๏ธ always here for you as well
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Oh, goodness. I mean, you’ve had a lot of change this year! So glad to hear you’re feeling a bit better, and moving through slowly seems a good idea. โค
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Laura, dear girl, I moved with you through your images and words. I’m sorry for your pain. Some of us have segments of happiness, mere passages in our book, that feel perfect. We aren’t the ones with a life-long love story.
But you are young, precious friend. Everything can change in a moment, literally. I hold you close in prayer. May you find the joy, may the joy find you, that I know is there for you.
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Thank you so much, Mary โค๏ธ you reaching out to me really did mean the world to me ๐ I donโt understand why in life sometimes we have to have hard moments and canโt just always have simplicity but I thank you much for those kind thoughts and words and prayers ๐ that means so much and I hold you close in my heart โค๏ธ ๐
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Felt this one Laura and am feeling the moon too ๐
Go gentle on yourself beautiful soul.
Sending much love and big hugs โค๏ธ๐ฅฐโค๏ธ
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Everytime I think Iโm gonna get through it unscathed it catches up to me! ๐ Ugh, why Maggie? ๐ข just bawling tears and all that crazy energy. But better now ๐ slowly getting there. I hope your lovely soul is feeling ok too ๐ค โค๏ธ much love your way, beautiful Maggie ๐ฅฐ
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Aww Laura my friend ๐ช I am so sorry to hear that !
Stay under the radar til the energy shifts ๐
I was just a bit flat, no tears this time.
Big warm hugs to you beautiful soul and lots of love too โค๏ธ๐๐นโค๏ธ
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So beautiful and stirring, like the tides pulled by the force of this Full Moon! ๐
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Thank you for your very kind words, Jenna ๐ it means a lot. The full moon ๐ sure has been having its way with this energy! ๐
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Iโve always felt very connected to the energy of the moon, I can definitely understand! ๐
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That’s a very evocative and poignant poem and gorgeous pictures, and loved the words of wisdom too, Have a great weekend you too.
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Thanks so much for your kindness, Thomas. ๐ it really is so appreciated ๐ we all have those moments here and again. Hope your weekend is going well
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Hi Laura. A beautiful, moving piece. Hope you feel better. Maybe you are doing too much and need to relax.
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Thanks so much, Phil ๐ getting there! Sometimes thereโs that yes – doing too much, often comes with challenges of work and not enough sleep ๐ I appreciate your kind words so much ๐
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This is a very powerful poem Laura, touch the heart strings with pain and joy. You knocked this out out, โ๐โ
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Thanks so much, Ernie ๐ sometimes as you know when things become โtoo muchโ we just have to take some time away. Peace will reign again โ๏ธ โ๏ธ โ๏ธ always so appreciated ๐
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Your words belong to you if even someone lifts them, they know not the gravity of their connection to you. ๐
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That is very true and so much the case yes. Someone can try to emulate you but theyโll never be able to put forth the energy that you do. Thank you ๐ Happy Sunday ๐
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Thank you for the deep thoughtful poem Laura. All the best to you as you recharge on/ or off-line as you feel led. Blessings to you!
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Thank you for your kind words, Suzette ๐ always so much appreciated. Many blessings to you this upcoming week and I hope you are enjoying your Sunday ๐
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Thank you Laura, I am indeed enjoying. And same to you. Blessings!
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Such a beautiful poem, Laura! Sending hugs your way. ๐คโค๏ธ
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Thank you so kindly, Tโ! ๐ Happy Sunday to you! ๐ I hope youโre enjoying it and doing well ๐ค โค๏ธ
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โค๏ธโค๏ธ
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I’m glad you can use your pain to be so creative Laura, you’re work is so interesting and draws us in.
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Thanks so much, Sharon! ๐ those encouraging words make me want to keep on going with it, for sure ๐ so kind of you. I hope your Sunday is going well.
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Good day here thanks. 1C, sleet shower and an allotment trip! Hope your weekend has been good.
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Such a beautiful and emotional poem. ๐ค๐ฅฐ
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Thank you for your kind words, Frances ๐ ๐ค very much appreciated and needed ๐
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An odyssey of deep emotions and captivating storytelling with beautiful images, illustrating all life phases. Profound. Thank you for this Laura. ๐๐
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Thanks so much, Michele ๐ your kindness is always so highly appreciated ๐ I absolutely loved your stunning full moon ๐ photos! Thank you for sharing those ๐
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You’re very welcome, Laura and my thoughts and feelings are reciprocated. ๐๐ป๐๐
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I’ve been admiring your art. Our teenager loves to draw. They’ve asked for a new Wacom tablet for their birthday. May I ask what software you use for your art? And what kind of computer you use?
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Hi Rebecca ๐ thank you so kindly ๐ I truly wish I could draw these images – they are AI generated with Copilot AI through Bing. That particular generator can be used either through a regular PC or a phone or even a tablet Iโm sure. Thank you so much for asking ๐
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Oh my god this hit deep for me. ๐
I donโt know why but this poem resonated with me a lot. I honestly would choose someplace where I wonโt be pushed aside or ignored for simply being different. A place where society isnโt so judgmental and cruel
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Iโm glad you felt its resonance. ๐ thank you for sharing and for your kind words, they do mean a lot to me. Society can sometimes make us want to hide indeed. We just have to keep moving forward as best as we can, one step at a time. ๐ โค๏ธ
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True๐๐ค
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Supermoon in Taurus tonight โ๏ธ I got my coffee! โ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธ
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Definitely highly felt! Iโll be at work tonight so indeed โ๏ธ โ๏ธ coffee will be flowing
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Beautiful post, Laura. The quote from Buddha was a nice addition to the post, and the images were awesome, especially the one with the gray and red hair. That color combination is lethally good.
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Thanks so much, Edward! Iโm really glad you liked the images. Sometimes we just need to still ourselves and put things into perspective ๐ appreciate your kind words always โ๏ธ โ๏ธ ๐
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Youโre welcome, Laura, and I hope youโre enjoying your Sunday.
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I have to go to work later so itโs coming to a close ๐ but thank you โ๏ธ hope your Sunday is going well too!
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One โ๏ธ for the road then.
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Very good! Very well written! ๐
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Thank you so much, John! Always appreciated ๐ Happy Sunday to you! ๐
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Youโre welcome, Laura! I hope all is well, and I hope you have a great night. ๐
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Happy Sunday to you, as well! ๐
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Seems like a difficult week all round. Thanks for the kind comment from before… Take care.
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Thatโs very true, Tash. It has been ๐ letโs hope this week goes a little more smoothly ๐
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Fingers crossed, with a carafe of coffee.
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Indeed! โ๏ธ
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Very touching and very beautiful
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Thank you ever so kindly for your lovely words ๐ ๐
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Laura i love this poem ๐โค๏ธIt’s a beautiful, heartfelt expression of resilience and determination in the face of adversity. Your words vividly capture the longing for hope and light in darkness also the struggle to find one’s place in the world. The imagery is stunning “child of night,” “blackened heart,” and “standing on cliff’s edge” particularly resonated with me. This touches on the importance of self-awareness and perseverance. Acknowledging that sometimes being alone is necessary for growth and that it’s okay to feel small or defeated. But what shines through is the unwavering desire to rise above the pain and find solace.
Keep sharing your talent and know that your words unspires ud to hold on to hope๐
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Thank you so much lovely โค๏ธ for your kind words, so much appreciated ๐ ๐ Iโm glad the poem came through that way and yes sometimes these ebbs and flows of emotions are how we get on in life, as long as we donโt stay there and let them overtake us ๐ค your beautiful words of encouragement mean a lot to me
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You welcome Laura ๐
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Hugs Laura. May you feel refreshed from a break, however you choose to do it. โค๏ธ
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Thank you so much, Liz ๐ I hope youโve been well โค๏ธ ๐ค
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You’re welcome Laura. ๐
Yes, thank you. โค๏ธ๐
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Such heartfelt poetryโฆ Very beautiful, Laura.
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Thank you so much, Kevin ๐ really means a lot
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I really hope it’s better soon ๐ฅฐ
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It is – because of you. ๐ฅฐ You being there for me, being patient, listening to me, and allowing me to express myself without judging how I felt – knowing that Iโve been going through so much not only emotionally, mentally, spiritually, and physically – meant the world to me. ๐ฅบ Thank you for all youโve done these past few weeks. I think it started around the time that stupid post theft happened and all the โgunkโ hadnโt quite cleared. And then the bad dreams. Well, you know. But I feel myself lifting up and itโs because of the help youโve given me. That means more to me than youโll ever know. Thank you, Kevin โค๏ธ ๐ ๐ I am so grateful for you. ๐
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And I am grateful for you too, m’lady. ๐
I just want you to feel better, is all.
There’s no need to thank me. It’s my pleasure to try and help. If it did, then that is thanks enough for me. ๐
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โค๏ธ โค๏ธ โค๏ธ
Really means so much ๐ฅฐ
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Beautiful. Sending a virtual hug
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Awww thank you ๐ ๐ much appreciated
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Very nicely done Laura ๐๐
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Thank you so very kindly ๐ ๐
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Good morning
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Good morning!
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Sadly beautiful โค
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Thank you lovely โค๏ธ
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Deep breaths and a big gurl cry can work wonders, my gorgeous dragon sister Laura โค … Anybody messing with you, tell me ๐ BUT your poetry is beyond heartfelt and a divine gift !!! I sensed hopelessness and deep frustration; hence you need to break some chains that you “know” how to do … tiredness or oppression can be confusing. A full moon can break this spell and may it pour its brilliance and luminescence over you ~ โค
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Oh, and Lil’ Laura image at the beginning is so precious ~ Beautiful imagery, per usual โค !!!
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๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅนโค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ thank you ๐
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Thank you so much love โค๏ธ you know how to make my heart soar ๐ it truly does mean so much! ๐ just been a bunch of stuff colliding together. You know how it can be, this, that and the next, with a sprinkle of cherries on top! ๐ at the time I wrote it โ yes, your senses are accurate, I was in that place. Luckily I donโt stay there for long, just not in my nature to wallow too long! ๐ appreciate you always and hope you have the best week ever! Swim in the ocean, under the stars?! โจ
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Atmospheric river coming here tomorrow ~ All should be well โค and now we need an ice cream sundae, cherry on top !!!! You get sprinkles, b/c you're a winner !!!! ๐
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Sounds yummy!! ๐จ and can we just float down the lazy river instead? ๐คฃ
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Loads of relate here my fellow child of night. Love this piece
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๐ thank you kindly. Iโm glad it resonated with you, and yet sorry too for the pain ๐ ๐
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Any time. And never apologise for my pain. Unless you cause it of course ๐คฃ
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Haha!! Never!! ๐ too funny
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๐ ๐
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